Sunday, March 11, 2007

I am down


Hi mom,

I am a little down in the dumps today. STeve is in Las Vegas and says that I would love it and to start packing. Things came to a head with friends. I am trying to be strong and ignore it but life does not work that way and i am just not build that way. I am making a pack right now that I am going to be strong and on my own minus all the bullshit. Life is too short for stupid little games. I am cleaning and chilling all alone today as the boy is away. It is so crazy that we move into our house in less than 70 days. We are excited but so wish you were here to celebrate with us. i know that you will be but it is not the same. Things are grreat with STeve and I and we are so happy. I am going to so focus my energy on that and starting our family. This is something that i think will make Dad so happy. He is doing ok. He is thinkin of buying a cottage and i think that it would be good for him. He is back to work full time and is so happy with that. I spoke to Kirk Yesterday. He is still away but sounds good. This year has been going by so fast. it is so hard to believe.
I miss you like and think about you all the time. I love you!
oxox
Jenna